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i have to perform like a clown to get attention that i dont want. ive been in the darkness for too long. i want to come to real life. i want to connect with you, and you, and you. i want to understand you. i want to leave my unreal body behind. i want to be more than real. i want to struggle. i want to feel. i want to be happy. i want to be sad. i want to feel the waves of humanity. i want to be me. in a physical form. 555 wants to feel the touch of your words. your skin. i want to impact people. i dont want to roll in the darkness anymore. i want to feel the heat of the sun. i want to feel the sweat on my skin. connect with me. please.
love, 555

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i made this around between september - december of 2024. it was a weird period in my life. it was great but also a solemn time. i was fully in the duality. while i had harmony with the people around me, i realised this was as a result of our shared vices. i dont want a vice to be a part of my life. i recognise that if i was to never blow off any steam, i would crash and burn even harder. i havent conquered my life yet. im yet to move on from that. im still trying. forgive me. a lot has changed since that era of my life. it feels so distant yet it has barely been a year. i can barely keep a grip on my life. is this how it is for the rest of my time here? can i pull my mind together? i hope youre okay. im feeling alright. stay in the light, otherwise you will be rollin in darkness.
love, jackie

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